2024 Carl C. Bell Memorial Awards

First Place Winner - Ataysia Self

Age 18, 12th Grade, Thornwood High School

I am truly grateful for this opportunity of receiving this scholarship as well as promoting the awareness of mental health and reaching out for help when needed. Growing up as an artist and entertainer, I have decided it is a passion of mine to pursue visual and performing arts and will be studying it in college. However, I have always been enthused with challenging myself academically and with other activities outside of my usual interests. I am often open to trying new things along with my loved ones, and joining different classes and clubs in my school contributed to my knowledge and experience dealing with the mental health of myself and others. I hope through my art, I will also share the importance of valuing our physical and mental health while discovering what will make us enjoy life. I plan to pursue a professional career as an actor, while also exploring animation and music. I will instruct others with the same interests in the arts to keep new generations enthused and allow them to express their creativity as I hope to have accomplished before then. 

How has social media impacted your mental health and/or the mental health of your social networks, family, schools, and/or communities?

As a child, I was limited on my social media usage and had no motivation to use it as much as my peers. After a while, I grew ashamed that I didn’t know as many people as my friends. I added people I never communicated with, feeling as though I had to show off my views and likes to my friends to be accepted. However, I quickly stopped caring and removed those people from my social media accounts. During quarantine, I spent much more time off my phone and discovered my interests. I was much happier without constantly checking my social media accounts to see who liked my photo or which of my friends unfollowed me. Once returning in person, I met new people and added them to my social accounts, which eventually affected my mental health. 

I grew confident to finally post photos of myself online and installed different apps to share my life and thoughts with friends. For a while, it had been fun and unproblematic, since social media can be beneficial in finding people to safely communicate with and expressing ourselves (Trueman). In 2022, my mental health began to suffer, and I noticed my screen time took up over half of my days on social apps. The apps themselves had not been the issue, but it became unhealthy for me to scroll on my phone for hours, viewing sad news from around the world or drama from my classmates (Brown)

I began to lose my appetite and lost over 20 pounds, cried everyday for months, and showed multiple signs of depression that possibly derived from my excessive use of social media as the National Library of Medicine suggests (Karim). Instead of being productive as I had done during quarantine, I always wondered what everyone else was doing and compared it to my own life, making assumptions that they were happier based on their social media pages. It took me a while to realize that most of my peers were also struggling from overusing social media, which affected our relationships and emotions toward one another..

Since taking psychology for two years in the International Baccalaureate Program and becoming certified in Teen Mental Health First Aid, I have become more aware of how the use of social media impacts me and my peers. In our class, we put away our phones to promote interactions with one another and discussed different solutions to preventing mental health problems that can be contributed from social media, such as anxiety and depression. Having experienced both, I learned strategies to improve my mental health and make suggestions to my classmates that struggled as well. An experiment that stands out to me from this course is taking a break from a social media app of our choice, in which I selected Instagram since sources suggest that it can be a major cause of the symptoms I struggled with (Jurnet). After a week off the app, I felt less stressed and managed to continue for an entire month of a break. 

I deleted other social media apps until I could improve my mental health, using summer breaks to step away from my phone to hang out with family and friends or pick up a new hobby. It was a difficult process removing social media from my daily routine, but I feel a lot better and have accomplished more since doing so. Although it is fine to have social media and check my account here and there, I’d much rather prefer using those hours to work toward the career I want and maintain good mental health.

References Brown, M. (2022, March 7). Social Media and Depression: What the Research Says. Psych Central. Jurnet, I. A. (2021, June 2). The Effects of Instagram on Mental Health. Relax VR. Karim, F. (2020, June 15). Social Media Use and Its Connection to Mental Health: A Systematic Review. NCBI. Trueman, T. (n.d.). Social Media and Mental Health: Social Media Addiction. HelpGuide.org.

Second Place Winner - Bryce Woods

Age 17, 12th Grade, Oswego High School

Navigating the Mental Turmoil of Social Media: A High School Basketball Player's Perspective In the modern age of digital connectivity, social media has become an omnipresent force shaping the landscape of our lives. From sharing moments of joy to promoting personal achievements, platforms like Instagram, X, and TikTok have transformed how we interact and perceive ourselves and others. As a high school basketball player grappling with a recent ankle injury and surgery, the impact of social media on my mental health has been profound, particularly in witnessing peers secure opportunities to play at prestigious universities while I find myself sidelined. 

The allure of social media lies in its ability to create curated narratives of success and happiness. Scrolling through my feed, I am inundated with images and posts showcasing the accomplishments of fellow athletes – scholarships, commitment letters, and celebratory photos with college coaches. Each post serves as a stark reminder of the opportunities slipping through my fingers as I confront the harsh reality of my injury and the impact it has played on my senior year. 

Comparing my journey to those of my peers is an unavoidable pitfall of social media. The constant barrage of highlight reels and accolades breeds feelings of inadequacy and self-doubt. It's easy to fall into the trap of measuring my worth solely based on athletic achievements, forgetting the countless hours of hard work and dedication that I've poured into the sport. As I navigate the tumultuous terrain of recovery, every like and comment on a peer's success story feels like a dagger to the heart, exacerbating feelings of frustration and resentment. 

Moreover, social media perpetuates a culture of relentless competition and perfectionism. The pressure to present a flawless image to the world fuels anxiety and stress, exacerbating the already overwhelming burden of recovering from an injury. Behind the facade of picture-perfect posts lies a tangled web of insecurities and vulnerabilities, hidden from the prying eyes of followers. Yet, the fear of appearing weak or vulnerable prevents me from sharing my own struggles, perpetuating a cycle of isolation and despair. 

Despite its effects on my mental health, social media also serves as a source of inspiration and motivation. Witnessing the resilience and perseverance of fellow athletes reminds me that setbacks are merely stepping stones on the path to success. Through uplifting messages and words of encouragement, I find solace in knowing that I am not alone in my struggles. By reframing my perspective and focusing on the journey rather than the destination, I am able to find meaning and purpose in the face of adversity.

In conclusion, the impact of social media on my mental health as an injured high school basketball player has been both profound and complex. While it has exacerbated feelings of inadequacy and self-doubt, it has also provided moments of inspiration and connection. As I continue to navigate the murky waters of recovery, I am reminded of the importance of cultivating a healthy relationship with social media – one rooted in authenticity, self-compassion, and resilience. Only then can I rise above the noise of comparison and embrace my own unique journey, injuries and all.

Third Place Winner - Rodessa Jones

Age 18, 12th Grade, Plainfield North High School

Rodessa Jones is an artist, golfer, honor student, and actress. She has been a member of several choirs, including professional ones such as the Grammy-nominated Soul Children of Chicago. Rodessa has been golfing for 7 years, having been on the Plainfield North High School Varsity team for all 4 years, a caddy at Cantigny for 2 years, and a youth mentor for the Golf for Life children’s program. She has been an honors student throughout her entire high school career and has been a member of the National Honor Society for 2 years. Rodessa has been involved in various organizations and clubs to be a well-rounded individual and contribute to her community, including the Black Girls Rock Club and the AKADETTE organization. She has acted in several plays and musicals and has even taken acting classes at the Paramount School of the Arts. Rodessa aspires to inspire others throughout her life, whether through singing, acting, or something new she might pursue in college. Nonetheless, she plans to leave a lasting impact wherever she goes.

Plans for the Future: After high school, I plan to attend Howard University, where I will pursue a versatile academic career studying both pre-law and music. I am passionate about exploring and learning new techniques in music and aim to leave a lasting impact on audiences through each of my performances. I am also committed to making a positive impact on society through pre-law, with a strong desire to promote fairness, advocate for human rights, and contribute to meaningful change in the world.

Unplugged: Escaping the Grip of Social Media Influence 

In the realm of social media, where trends, music, and connections come alive, the promise of inspiration and fun can often lead to a darker side. While social media offers glimpses of joy and forges connections, it also causes a lot of tension, particularly among teenagers and young adults. During the COVID-19 era, there was a surge in reliance on technology, and the influence of social media left scars of conflict and confusion on my mental state. What began as a lighthearted escape for amusement soon evolved into a gray chapter of self-doubt and insecurity, challenging my very sense of identity and purpose. As one navigates through relationships between social media and mental health, a journey from adversity to empowerment unfolds. 

Social media doesn't just show us what we want to see; it often reflects what we fear most about ourselves. For me, being on social media means constantly questioning my worth. Am I pretty enough? Am I too fat? Will people judge me? These thoughts plague my mind every time I consider posting something. The pressure to conform to society's standards of beauty is suffocating, leaving me feeling ugly and what I have doesn't fit the mold. Then there's the validation game - the likes, the views. Each one feels like a measure of my worth, a confirmation of my place in the social hierarchy. When the likes don't come and the views diminish, it brings a stark reminder that I don't quite measure up, that I'll never be enough in the eyes of others. Social media has a way of amplifying our insecurities, magnifying our fears, until we're left drowning in a sea of self-doubt and shame. 

As the negative impact of social media weighed on me, my mom noticed my increasing withdrawal and alienation. Concerned, as any mother should be, she checked up on me, and that's when I broke down. Through tears, I confessed the truth of my unhappiness and lack of self-confidence. Together, we found out social media was the culprit. She directed me towards mentors provided at our church, who helped rebuild my self-esteem and confidence by teaching me the importance of knowing and accepting myself. As I grew stronger, I no longer worried about social media's negatives. The number of followers or likes didn't matter, and I stopped stressing about fitting into other people's standards. I had discovered my own worth - I am good enough, I am beautiful, and I don't need anyone's validation to affirm my identity. I am strong, intelligent, confident, and above all, I am enough.

This experience has awakened me to the importance of mental health. It's far too common for some youth to deal with the same issues and concerns surrounding social media. One of my friends, for instance, fell victim to the unrealistic beauty standards propagated by social media - slim bodies, big butts, full lips, and more. She started changing her appearance, risking her health through self-starvation and contemplating surgery just to fit into this mold. Witnessing her struggles spurred me to action. I took it upon myself to mentor and encourage her, reminding her that she is enough just as she is, inherently beautiful and valuable. My efforts didn't stop there. I realized the impact I could have by reaching out to others in similar situations. Whether it's lending a supportive ear to younger kids in my choir or offering guidance to peers in various school clubs, I've made it my mission to empower others to resist the pressures of social media and embrace their true selves.

Honorable Mentions

Nina Rao - age 17, 12th Grade, Naperville Central High School

Molly Peters - age 18, 12th Grade, Peotone High School

Zoey Vallee - age 18, 12th Grade, Marengo Community High School

Abby Ehrler - age 18, 12th Grade, Galena High School

Amana Mariam - age 16, 11th Grade, Glenbard West High School